Nope. I love being sober. I never had a diagnosable substance use disorder, I stopped using substances because I felt better when I was clear. Awake to life, when it's glorious and even when it's confusing or painful. It's hard enough staying present in this world without trying to dull my brain and alter it. The whole California Sober thing is a horrible misuse of the term "sober." It's an attempt at moderation, not sobriety. And it sounds like Chelsea Handler is a mess and trying really hard to rationalize her behavior rather than sitting still for a minute and just being present with what's so. And how it feels. And connecting with her body. And shaping her life from that place. I hope she can get there.